at the edge of fate and free will
i tread precariously
wondering if i should self applaud
or congratulate the unseen
am i headed towards self destruction
or do i relinquish all attempts
[to be in control]
am i striving
or am i destined
does god ever answer
or does he bless us
[with questions]
anyhow…qué sera sera
the future’s not ours
nor was the past
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Papon | Lag Jaa Gale | Qué Sera Sera
SONYA KASSAM 
Thank you for this post, dear Sonya, each bits of songs you picked in various languages are perfect. The only one that touched my heart is ‘que serra serra, because I never could ask my mother what will I be. My mother was in unbelievable stress because our Dad passed away at a time when we didn’t even understand that death was permanent. 🙂
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Wow I’m so happy the song brought back such a tender connection with your mum.
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Dear Sonya,
How well we sense you capture a state of the spiritual aspirant!
All good wishes,
robert
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Thank you so much! A lot of confusion, questions upon questions until we just do our best and then … surrender.
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